YOYOYO! I'm at HK's Hard Rock Cafe now so am able to access to the internet.. Anyway it's been great so far! Went to disneyland ytd and gg to ocean park tmr wahahha.. One thing abt hk.. the people eat A LOT.. i mean A LOT A LOT! and quite fast also.. Culture shock.. wahha.. okok gg back for my drink.. this is so random wahah..
missing home and friends!

OK! I FINALLY felt it.. The kind of freedom after exams! The whole of ytd I didn't quite feel anything actually haha.. But somehow I still woke up at 930! Haven't been totally 'cleansed' yet.. HAHA.. I'm so excited to meet bird and pink at vivo later (for some more cleansing wahaha) We had such a brief moment together ytd.. Hardly enough man.. And Jeff called just now about the hk trip AHHHHH it's gonna be exciting!! I found out that we'll be going macau as well.. AH AH AH... YESSSSSSSSSSS...... Ok meeting Bird soon! =)!

One thing that intrigues me: Why do people fear growing 'old'? (or rather growing UP) It's almost always the case where people (esp. the females) go kinda hysterical knowing that they will be hitting the '2', '3'..'4' soon.. If there's no running away from that fact or from a natural, common sense process that as time goes by we will eventually grow OLD, then why not embrace that fact?

Every phase of life is a different and unique experience.. And the fact that we will have more responsibilities and bigger challenges means that we should already have the capacity to contain and deal with them.. This can be so when we use our experiences, good and bad, in our previous phases of life wisely to equip and prepare us for the next phase.. Isn't that a happy knowlegde that we have grown bigger on the inside? So why look back enviously at our 'smaller' state? In fact, they should pale in comparison..

Yes teenage years may be free and reckless, we did whatever we felt like doing at the spur of moment... We became rebellious towards our parents because we wanted things done one way: OUR way. We sulked and threw tantrums when we didn't get what we wanted. (at least that was for me, but i'm sure that doesn't rise any eyebrow) We were still trying to know ourselves.. The future ahead seemed like infinity where there were/are so many paths to take. Thank God for our rigid education system where we didn't quite have to rack our brains in deciding which direction to go.. You can say I was lazy to think, so I took the 'traditional route' and decided to decide LATER..

However, as much as I like my teenage years, I am very much looking forward to my 20s! Correct me if I'm wrong, I think a lot of people have this assumption/conclusion that teenage years are the most fun time of our life.. While it may be true, I also beg to differ. We travel in the direction of what we think of ourselves.. Unless you think that you become more boring when you grow older, then the above assumption/conclusion is totally true for you. But I'd like to challenge that statement, I wanna make every phase of my life the most fun! (Idealistic?) And when I grow old, I'd still want to have a little tinkle in my eyes.. I'm glad to be surrounded with friends who love life, I think they are the best gifts anyone can ever have..

Certainly, we will fall. But to be a conqueror and move on, we have to jump up again and face our fears head-on. Asa!!

Coooommmmeee whhhaaaattt maaayyyy~~~

errr.. Actually studying's pretty fun. Especially when accompanied with nice music like Piano Spa 2 or Class 95.. =) And after every exam, I would 'subconsciously' pamper myself by buying cds.. food.. wahaha.. Frequent breaks are a must as well and I jog at least twice a week and feel good all over after that. Haha..

Yesterday was great. I told God that I needed Him and His presence just fell.. He's guided me a lot thus far and I really don't know how I would do without Him.. He's helped me select topics to study and I really need that haha.. Like for GP, I only studied the day before and 'somehow' I kept reading on that one topic only and wrote down some nerdy statistics and some related nerdy words.. When I saw the exact question for essay, I teared slightly cos God's really awesome. So I regurgitated everything I wrote down.. Even words I have never used before.. And probably won't ever use it again.. Pure coincidence? I don't think so..

Haha loving this adventure with God! You'd never know what's up next but you are confident that He will provide. As always...

*9 more days muahahaha*

ok Nap time!

That's it!! The CHC philharmonic orchestra appeared again! And I told myself I wanna be part of them. Of so many instruments, I always only look at the cellos haha..~ That's it! I'm glad that finally someone proposed this idea cos I thot we'd never veer towards the classical arena.. phew~ YES YES! By hook or by crook, one day I'm gonna be inside!

See, I'm always fantasising.. Heh~ Especially so during exams period when my imagination just goes very very wild.. =) I can think of 101 things to do after exams! And it gets me really high. And thank you friends for your prayers and support, you make the A lvl a tad easier for me.. THANK YOU!! Ok 10 more days and THAT'S IT!!

So far I've been very blessed! Hehe, my dad has arranged for me to meet his mp friend so that he can find me a job after my exams.. and my mum just gave me her debit card for my hk trip! YES! HAha.. Awesome~ And this is only the beginning of Arise and Build! I haven't even started giving! See, indeed we can never outgive God. YESYES and more will come my way.. *rub hands*

*Be a giantslayer! Sha sha sha~~*